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Ninon	Date sent: 2020/04/21 19:44:41 I'm just gonna go down the list of things that need addressed and if I hear one more damned mistaken fool tell a false tale I'll find you and beat you with a tuna. Firstly, to all the idiots saying I hate new players, I don't. I have said this a thousand times, I only hate the bad ones. If players are annoying, stupid, or start something with me, I will not leave them alone. The majority of new players I leave alone or help. Its funny how so many of you like to look at every single bad thing I've done and ignore anything I've done good. I constantly give things away for free, I offer advice, I offer help on projects, but no. To you, I'm just the annoying teenager who offends people and kills defaults, right? The other day a group of players who were obviously trolls from the second they joined, ended up griefing a base after I had warned they would do something like that. Because coreprotect was messed up they didn't get caught for a while. You doubted me, yet I was right, but even then, you still acted as if I was the bad guy for calling them out. I'm also getting VERY tired of this new wave of players, I don't care if you've been here a year, 2 years, three days, 6 months, there's a large amount of players that are different from those that I've known. People like T0w0, Zabra, Toning, I call you a new wave because of your collective ideals and thoughts on the server, as well as how you act to certain situations. People like Shad, Mia, Steve, Pres, Tato, Minx, Aould, Astro, ETC ETC are the good people I consider part of the OGs. Again, I don't care how long you've been here, you all fit into these groups one way or another. To the very few I listed, I am not singling you out, I am just using you as examples as the groups I am referring to. This "new wave" seems to think they know everything. They're the ones who keep saying "Ninon hates new players" Without asking me a damn thing. You've all got this air of pride about you that acts as if it is better than me and those who don't totally hate me. Petrograd. Shitsville. The whiny entitled group of dick-bags that say they aren't dedicated to their wanna be dictatorship and then they go threatening to ban me over saying "Death to Petro." Many of you have questioned why I hate Petro and then ignored any answer I gave, so here they all are again. Petrograd as a collective whole is a group of entitled pricks with too much power on this server. Personally? Petro makes fun of me, seems to do all it can to shit on my ideas, they have specific rules against just me. They all love to fight together, argue with one of them, argue with all of them. That alone makes it damn impossible to talk at all. They scream over you like parrots repeating everything they've been spoon-fed. Half the staff team is in Petro, that's an obvious issue. And lastly, they act like they're the best faction, the best people on the server, they're the most exclusive, overbearing, whiny faction I've ever seen. It all comes down to one person, that overbearing, intolerant, zero patients, worthless excuse of a staff member, Tsar. He does not help, he is not nice, and he should never have been given trial-mod back. If you haven't realized by now, those of you who have been here for years, I don't leave when you want me to. I leave when I want to. I have been banned over and over and over and over and over and over. Likely second only to Anto. The difference between me and anto is, #1, I rarely do anything actually bad, and #2 I don't pay to be unbanned. You threaten to ban me for "toxicity" when the fact is that I am absolutely fine all the time until someone does or says something stupid. You view my way of handling things as toxic and too much. Firstly, using caps does not mean someone is mad, that is a rule of the internet that you should all know, but you ignore. I use caps when I feel like chat is too filled for my message to be acknowledged, which is often true. As soon as something happens, everyone is sending messages like bullets on a battlefield and things get ignored, typing in caps ensures that you at least see it. Second, I am not malicious, I am either trying to shut up some rat or get my point across every time. It is tiring for me to be thought of as nothing but the bad guy, or the bully, while I do bully and it is 100% necessary, the majority of you ignore everything about what I say and what I mean. I don't care if you want to view me as the worst, truth is I would rather you do that, but when you cast away the meaning of everything I do you put a label on me. Quit telling me to change. I am who I am, I do not change. I'm not the bad guy, I'm not a mindless jerk, I'm not wrong, I'm GOD. Until the moment I decide to leave this finite world, you're stuck with me, so get used to it already. If some of you could do me the smallest favor of just listening to my reasoning, you might not hate me. I already know that 95% of you will ignore this or just comment "cringe" so do me a favor and leave this post alone until someone actually comments with words and you come to back them up, I know you're gonna. If you felt insulted while reading this, you're either Tsar, or didn't listen. I meant absolutely no bad to anyone while writing this except for him. Not even to the members of Petro, because most of you are good with me until that man tells you to not be. I am alone in my faction with very small exceptions (the others are inactive/veterans) because I do not trust anyone. That, and its not like anyone wants to join now regardless. It's not fair that I be asked to change and you not even consider what that means.
CrazyShakes	Date sent: 2020/04/21 19:50:46 ninon this post did NOT pass the vibe check
RechargeableSpy	Date sent: 2020/04/21 19:52:51 ok
Aouldrain	Date sent: 2020/04/21 19:53:07 Shut up child
Zabra	Date sent: 2020/04/21 19:55:53 Ninon, while I know there is some good in you man, you rarely show it. You attacked a friend of mine simply because 'they are in your faction' which is simply rude and disrespectful. while I have been here for 2 years I know that is relatively new to you so ill let that comment slide. I do not fully understand your hatred to petro, but tsar is not a bad admin at all, I have always seen him respond when needed or asked. Killing people over and over simply because they disagree with your ideals is toxic though, and it gives a VERY bad impression of the server to newer players...
Ninon	Date sent: 2020/04/21 19:56:25 None of you read, as I expected, but you didn't even look at the last paragraphs, which is just sad.
CrazyShakes	Date sent: 2020/04/21 19:59:36 Ninon, us ignoring your instructions doesn't mean we didn't read it. I read all of your annoying bullshit! Now, I have been thinking about what to say and all I can say is: NINON CRINGE! PETRO FTW!
Ninon	Date sent: 2020/04/21 19:59:48 @Zabra I tried to explain my hatred for them the best I could, I cannot offer anymore than that. As for the people I kill over and over, those are rarely about fights of ideals, that is reserved for trolls or randoms that I want gone. Normally a fight of ideals is fought by me not shutting up until they are gone.
Zabra	Date sent: 2020/04/21 20:06:11 Ninon, new players are the ones who keep the server alive, eventually they will donate and thats what keeps the server running, im not gonna go round in circles with you...
Ninon	Date sent: 2020/04/21 20:08:32 I wasn't trying to argue, I was just saying what I think.
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RechargeableSpy	Date sent: 2020/04/21 20:22:24 I'm juwst gonna gow down the wist of things thawt need addwessed awnd if i heaw owne mowe damned mistaken foow teww a fawse tawe i'ww find uwu awnd beat uwu with a tuna. fiwstwy, tuwu aww the idiots saying i hate new pwayews, i down't. I have said thiws a thousand times, i onwy hate the bad ones. If pwayews awe annoying, stupid, ow stawt something with me, i wiww nowt weave thewm awone. The majowity of new pwayews i weave awone ow hewp. Its funny how so many of uwu wike tuwu wook at evewy singwe bad thing i've done awnd ignowe anything i've done good. I constantwy give things away fow fwee, i offew advice, i offew hewp own pwojects, but no. Tuwu uwu, i'm juwst the annoying teenagew who offends peopwe awnd kiwws defauwts, wight? the othew day a gwoup of pwayews who wewe obviouswy twowws fwom the second they joined, ended up gwiefing a base aftew i had wawned they wouwd duwu something wike thawt. Because cowepwotect was messed up they didn't get caught fow a whiwe. Uwu doubted me, yet i was wight, but even then, uwu stiww acted as if i was the bad guy fow cawwing thewm out. i'm awso getting vewy tiwed of thiws new wave of pwayews, i down't cawe if uwu've bewn hewe a yeaw, 2 yeaws, thwee days, 6 months, thewe's a wawge amount of pwayews thawt awe diffewent fwom those thawt i've known. Peopwe wike t0w0, zabwa, toning, i caww uwu a new wave because of youw cowwective ideaws awnd thoughts own the sewvew, as weww as how uwu act tuwu cewtain situations. Peopwe wike shad, mia, steve, pwes, tato, minx, aouwd, astwo, etc etc awe the good peopwe i considew pawt of the ogs. Again, i down't cawe how wong uwu've bewn hewe, uwu aww fit intwo these gwoups owne way ow anothew. Tuwu the vewy few i wisted, i am nowt singwing uwu out, i am juwst using uwu as exampwes as the gwoups i am wefewwing tuwu. Thiws "new wave" seems tuwu think they know evewything. They'we the ones who keep saying "ninon hates new pwayews" without asking me a damn thing. Uwu've aww got thiws aiw of pwide abouwt uwu thawt acts as if iwt iws bettew than me awnd those who down't totawwy hate me. petwogwad. Shitsviwwe. The whiny entitwed gwoup of dick-bags thawt say they awen't dedicated tuwu theiw wanna be dictatowship awnd then they gow thweatening tuwu ban me ovew saying "death tuwu petwo." many of uwu have questioned why i hate petwo awnd then ignowed any answew i gave, so hewe they aww awe again. Petwogwad as a cowwective whowe iws a gwoup of entitwed pwicks with too much powew own thiws sewvew. Pewsonawwy? petwo makes fun of me, seems tuwu duwu aww iwt cawn tuwu shit own my ideas, they have specific wuwes against juwst me. They aww wove tuwu fight togethew, awgue with owne of thewm, awgue with aww of thewm. Thawt awone makes iwt damn impossibwe tuwu tawk at aww. They scweam ovew uwu wike pawwots wepeating evewything they've bewn spoon-fed. Hawf the staff team iws in petwo, thawt's an obvious issue. Awnd wastwy, they act wike they'we the best faction, the best peopwe own the sewvew, they'we the most excwusive, ovewbeawing, whiny faction i've evew seen. Iwt aww cowmes down tuwu owne pewson, thawt ovewbeawing, intowewant, zewo patients, wowthwess excuse of a staff membew, tsaw. He does nowt hewp, he iws nowt nice, awnd he shouwd nevew have bewn given twiaw-mod bawck. if uwu haven't weawized by now, those of uwu who have bewn hewe fow yeaws, i down't weave whewn uwu wawnt me tuwu. I weave whewn i wawnt tuwu. I have bewn banned ovew awnd ovew awnd ovew awnd ovew awnd ovew awnd ovew. Wikewy second onwy tuwu anto. The diffewence between me awnd anto iws, #1, i wawewy duwu anything actuawwy bad, awnd #2 i down't pay tuwu be unbanned. Uwu thweaten tuwu ban me fow "toxicity" whewn the fact iws thawt i am absowutewy fine aww the time untiw someone does ow says something stupid. Uwu view my way of handwing things as toxic awnd too much. fiwstwy, using caps does nowt mean someone iws mad, thawt iws a wuwe of the intewnet thawt uwu shouwd aww know, but uwu ignowe. I use caps whewn i feew wike chat iws too fiwwed fow my message tuwu be acknowwedged, which iws often twue. As soon as something happens, evewyone iws sending messages wike buwwets own a battwefiewd awnd things get ignowed, typing in caps ensuwes thawt uwu at weast see iwt. second, i am nowt mawicious, i am eithew twying tuwu shut up sowme wat ow get my point acwoss evewy time. Iwt iws tiwing fow me tuwu be thought of as nothing but the bad guy, ow the buwwy, whiwe i duwu buwwy awnd iwt iws 100% necessawy, the majowity of uwu ignowe evewything abouwt whawt i say awnd whawt i mean. i down't cawe if uwu wawnt tuwu view me as the wowst, twuth iws i wouwd wathew uwu duwu thawt, but whewn uwu cast away the meaning of evewything i duwu uwu put a wabew own me. quit tewwing me tuwu change. I am who i am, i duwu nowt change. I'm nowt the bad guy, i'm nowt a mindwess jewk, i'm nowt wwong, i'm god. Untiw the moment i decide tuwu weave thiws finite wowwd, uwu'we stuck with me, so get used tuwu iwt awweady. If sowme of uwu couwd duwu me the smawwest favow of juwst wistening tuwu my weasoning, uwu might nowt hate me. i awweady know thawt 95% of uwu wiww ignowe thiws ow juwst comment "cwinge" so duwu me a favow awnd weave thiws post awone untiw someone actuawwy comments with wowds awnd uwu come tuwu bawck thewm up, i know uwu'we gonna. if uwu fewt insuwted whiwe weading thiws, uwu'we eithew tsaw, ow didn't wisten. I meant absowutewy no bad tuwu anyone whiwe wwiting thiws except fow him. Nowt even tuwu the membews of petwo, because most of uwu awe good with me untiw thawt man tewws uwu tuwu nowt be. i am awone in my faction with vewy smaww exceptions (the othews awe inactive/vetewans) because i duwu nowt twust anyone. Thawt, awnd its nowt wike anyone wants tuwu join now wegawdwess. iwt's nowt faiw thawt i be asked tuwu change awnd uwu nowt even considew whawt thawt means.
Ninon	Date sent: 2020/04/21 20:23:03 Pathetic.
Presinus	Date sent: 2020/04/21 21:11:15 I'm just gonna go down the list of things that need addressed and if I hear one more damned mistaken fool tell a false tale I'll find you and beat you with a tuna. I like skipjack. Firstly, to all the idiots saying I hate new players, I don't. Idk who said that, but I didn't say nor think it. Its funny how so many of you like to look at every single bad thing I've done and ignore anything I've done good. I constantly give things away for free, I offer advice, I offer help on projects, but no. To you, I'm just the annoying teenager who offends people and kills defaults, right? Lol same. It's just the negative vibe of the server. People call others negative but don't realize that their constant interpretations of others' intent as being negative is negative in its own manner. Expressed or not, I personally keep in mind that any side may be correct despite seeming blatantly wrong, at the same time as seeing the potential good intent in all actions. Petro makes fun of me, seems to do all it can to shit on my ideas, they have specific rules against just me. They all love to fight together, argue with one of them, argue with all of them. I haven't made fun of you. When I asked you why you hate Petro, my intent was to differentiate your intent from the VA's. The involvement of the rest of the Petrograd members in that debate was against my will. I pointed out contradicted statements you made with the intent for you to reevaluate your logic, but instead the rest of the server decided to feed on the contradictions to tell you "u mad cuz u bad." If you think I target you in debates, you don't know me well enough to make such an assumption. I debate with EVERYONE including myself. Whomever compared you with Anto either didn't think before making the comparison, is exceptionally simple, or doesn't know either of you. I hardly speak to the Tsar at all, let alone follow his every command like a drone. He doesn't really give commands at all now that I think of it. I don't find this cringe. I am not insulted nor offended. I am a Petrograd member. Pardon all my editing, there was a lot to cover.
Aouldrain	Date sent: 2020/04/21 21:46:08 ok let's just chill look, i apologize for how i acted. I was in the heat of the moment, and sorry for being mad about how the world works. i shouldn't have called you an alcoholic without knowing anything about you, i was just upset and looking for an insult i know i'm just making excuses, and i don't expect you to forgive me i just hope you can see i didn't mean what i said and that i actually look up to you in a way, i mean you have the motivation to exercise (i haven't gone to the weight room in weeks :/) and you are friends with everyone, and mature enough to be a mod. there are a lot of things wrong with me, and i'm sorry you had to see me at my worst. also to be fair, you were being mean to me too and you never apologized for how you acted when i got removed from the faction so you know what, i take back what i said you were never my friend, fuck you
Ninon	Date sent: 2020/04/21 22:43:16 @Pres I don't think of you as one to target me or make fun of me, I was generalizing my thoughts. I'd like to think that we are on good terms, I only mentioned you in the post as one of the people that I've known for a long time. Thank you for giving an actual response also. @Aould Quit posting copypastas
Gilgamesh8	Date sent: 2020/04/21 23:28:57 Ninon, I like you. I think you are often on the right side of an issue in many ways. The problem comes from your approach. You are abrasive, maybe on purpose, maybe not, but you alienate people. Like the whole issue where the defaults were griefing. I was 100% convinced that you were right. Problem is, you have to have the evidence to do the ban, or that makes the banning person the bad guy too. You used to kill people and take their stuff to prove the point about the problems with the rules. Sure, its a true problem, but do you really expect people who became your victim to then thank you for it? It seems to me that you actually have strong morals and a good handle on what should be done... at least, when it doesn't get personal. I'm still not sure how it came to be that you got this Petrograd feud, but when you throw rocks at someone, don't be surprised when they throw them back. It may be their fault originally, it may be yours, but at this point its up to both sides to stop it. As I've said before, Petro and its members have never been anything but nice to me. Same for you, while I've disagreed vehemently with you about some philosophical position, it's never been acrimonious. I'm sure if you picked a fight with one of them, the rest would side with their fac member, just like any other fac. General dislike against their fac OF COURSE will make you unwelcome amongst them. What did you expect? I can't make you change your approach to things. All I can do is suggest that if you did try to approach disagreements differently, maybe you would see better results. You don't have to change your positions one iota, but maybe just the way you state them. And this is just me stating the truth as I see it. You strike me as the kind of person who will understand that. EDIT: btw, this is just a message to any Petro members: please, if in any way you are showing prejudice against Ninon, stop today. You can't undo the past, but maybe you can move on from it. Its gonna take both sides to heal the rift.
Medic	Date sent: 2020/04/22 01:13:46 i like ninon and i like petrograd. i definitely am not told what to think. i think it’s a big misunderstanding again. You’ll always be my friend ninon. I see how people can antagonize you sometimes and it’s not fair. Just hope you’d deal with it better. Taking the higher road always feels better. I know we’re good so i didn’t take the post to heart. just hope we can find some resolution to this somehow so thinks can be chill
Aouldrain	Date sent: 2020/04/22 04:24:51 This is why we are how we are to you. Behavior like this is unacceptable. Responding like this on someones ban appeal just because you "were right" is completely and totally out of pocket. Until you manage to curb the way you act, I don't foresee any future change in the way Petrograd, and staff think of you.
hrvy1	Date sent: 2020/04/22 09:17:52 Now I know we said things, did things That we didn't mean and we fall back into the same patterns Same routine, but your temper's just as bad, as mine is You're the same as me,
McFloppy	Date sent: 2020/04/22 10:08:45 when it comes to love, you're just as blinded Baby please come back, it wasn't you Baby it was me, maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems
Presinus	Date sent: 2020/04/22 11:03:31 To break down Aould's reply in response to Ninon This is why we are how we are to you. In this context, "we" refers to less than half of Petrograd, and I'm not one of that group. Behavior like this is unacceptable. By my standard/logic, it's acceptable but discouraged. Responding like this on someones ban appeal just because you "were right" is completely and totally out of pocket. I don't see the problem, officer. Until you manage to curb the way you act, I don't foresee any future change in the way Petrograd, and staff think of you. Simply untrue, as I've had changing opinions of unchanging people (or things) for as long as I remember.
Ninon	Date sent: 2020/04/22 16:18:09 @Gilg & Medic, thank you both for understanding. @Aould I don't see the problem officer. @Harv I don't think so. @Pres Thank you for that.
Shindori	Date sent: 2020/04/22 22:51:50 Death to Petrograd!!!! (+1 respect for you Ninon)
BudgetMia	Date sent: 2020/04/23 19:52:06 valid points ninon ty +1
VintageSmurf	Date sent: 2020/04/23 20:25:52 Hey, I'm in Petro.. I agree with a lot of what Ninon has said, very epic! I'm sorry if I have ever done anything wrong or anything like that, I'm sorry on behalf of Petro Ily all <3 Sorry :/
Ninon	Date sent: 2020/04/24 13:46:14 You haven't done anything bad Smurf. I don't hate the PEOPLE in Petro, besides a few, mainly just Petro itself.
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NicNac	Date sent: 2020/11/30 17:50:56 Oh shut the fuck up

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