| Author | Message |
|---|---|
 stojan44 |
Date sent: 2016/05/05 19:56:51
Stojan is stojan. Stojan is a rare creature that is formed once every 200 years. Stojan has an objective. to TERMI-have fun and make people laugh through misfits and/or jokes. Stojan has said and CAPS'D that he's always joking. and he said that he is going to tell someone WHEN he's being serious. Now the problem with today's world is the fact that everyone is offended by anything and everything. And that's what makes stojan very angry. It even makes stojan feel like going on a murderous rampage. 'course stojan knows better. Yknow,I dont wake up thinking 'OHWOWIMMATROLLTROLOLOLOL'. Nope. I wake up feeling slow and useless. Eventually,i gain pleasure from seeing how others suffer. I also suffered in life. Family abuse,alcoholic father,tons of violence. And i survived. NOW i will do the same thing to others. Why? Well,What if you get caught in the same shit that i've been through? What will you do? How are you going to adapt? Im sure that 90% of the people on this server would kill themself if they would get the chance to pass through the events that i've survived. Life's a battle. if you go through all happy,what will await in the great Divide? *note:I believe in no god. Atheists FTW.But the thing is,as far as i've seen,most people end up being butthurt,whiny kids. Well,Did i whine when my father was kicking my mother around? did i whine when i also experienced the same thing? Did i? Nope. Adapting to your surroundings is the key to everything. 'course im not saying that you should adapt to my bullshit,but yknow. Here's a tip. Whenever i cross the line (as in go overboard (as in kick the bucket too far (as in fuck up))) you should just tell me to remember that i have created this post. Oh and,I WILL NOT LOSE MY WAY: (anime related) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vyGFM5CGnoo |
 Harvey |
Date sent: 2016/05/05 20:01:47
Ignore the haters im here for you bud |
 larsy13 |
Date sent: 2016/05/05 20:04:11
I have been through the same shit and do I act like you? |
stojan44 |
Date sent: 2016/05/05 20:05:03
We all have different methods Larsy. Also,harvey,this has nothing to do with the stuff that happened,or the stuff that will happen. |
Harvey |
Date sent: 2016/05/05 20:33:53
Larsy thats just rude he is tryna apolagise. |
 Chip_Bruh |
Date sent: 2016/05/05 21:29:44
From the age of about 3 years old i witnessed my mum being beaten from wall to wall, by her alcoholic, drug abusing partners. i have never had a real father figure, i barely know my birth father - i do see him every other weekend which i am strongly appreciative of, i know some people aren't as lucky as me. but i had one of the worst childhoods that i could imagine, it could have been worse, but i still definitely had the 'dog's end' of a bringing up.i have had my lower left rib fractured, shattered left forearm, and been knocked out more times then i can count - all from child abuse of my mum's (ex) partners. My ADHD and Aspergers made my bringing up a lot worse, being bullied as soon as i walked through my front door (at school too, i still am for that matter), being called fat, smelly, "retarded", thick, stupid... you name it and i have been called it. and no it wasn't banter, i was TOLD that i was these things and eventually i believed it. attempted suicide at 14, nearly attempted again at 15. This is not a post that i wish anyone to talk to me about, i shouldn't be discussing this publicly, but i need to tell you, stojan, that i understand what it is like to have a rough childhood. BUT instead of being toxic or whatever and purposely making other people feel like shit, i go out and i try to make people's day brighter. I promised myself that i will be the best dad in the world and i will make sure that my children can trust to tell me anything and everything, i promised myself that i will go out and make sure that no-one i meet ever has to go through what i went through. - i volunteer in a kitchen where all financial profit is put back into the community, i worked my way up to second in charge of the kitchen (sous chef), after working there for almost 3 years now. - i help my Councillor (he is a vicar) run the family service every Sunday at church. - i give my money to people that need it (homeless or not). (hence why i have donated so much money to the server and bought people donation ranks). - i used to help out at an animal shelter (voluntarily) - i applied for moderator and admin here, and many other servers, because i find joy in simply fixing the wrongs. the list of what i do/try to do to help people is quite a long one... but i am a strong believer in not letting people feel like shit. May i add that Stojan secretly has a heart of gold. if he sees that i am feeling down he is always there for me, Thank you. -Chip |
Harvey |
Date sent: 2016/05/05 21:38:41
Chip you should of shanked them motherfuckers. Cant get done for defending yourself |
stojan44 |
Date sent: 2016/05/05 21:51:25
Harvey you can stop now. Anywho,Chip,YOU are the nicest player i've seen in my life. I actually can't believe that you did all that.Also,Yeah i sometimes help people out. I have pics of those certain moments (for the non believers). |
Chip_Bruh |
Date sent: 2016/05/05 22:12:09
There are people that do more than me Stojan, people that do better. Anywho (great now i talk like you... xD), i don't doubt for a second that you'd do things to help people tbh, you just have a personality that some (most) don't like, but when it comes down to it, you're very supporting and loving guy. |
stojan44 |
Date sent: 2016/05/05 22:39:26
a very supporting and loving guy RARELY. |
 Echos |
Date sent: 2016/05/06 01:35:47
Stojan, even though i may have not seen your wrongs, it isn't okay to commit them, shitty life or not.You can't right a wrong with another wrong; you can't harm people who haven't done anything to you. If anyone's up for comeuppance, it's the people who actually shat on you and ruined everything. Though that comeuppance should not be casted by you. The universe, at some point, punishes these people. If they refuse to change, their actions lead to their ends. You very well will turn into your abusers if you act like an asshole to people. I'm not saying this to bash you, it's out of concern. I may not be the best person mentally all the time, I constantly flip from personality to personality through one day alone. My mindset is almost never the same. I have harsh-spectrum schizophrenia along with depression, anxiety, and bipolar, and that's made my life a hell of a lot shittier, but that doesn't mean I should be an ass to everyone I meet. In my best, well meaning mind, I try to make others happy, instead of bringing them down to my level. Please, for your own sake, don't do this. It does more harm to you than you think. I say this as a concerned friend. |
 Gheesus |
Date sent: 2016/05/06 01:47:11
I understand where you are comming from stojan i also had a rough childhood :divorce, bullying, own father wanted me to kill myself, had photos of me posted on facebook i also have bpd depression anxiety and adhd. Stojan so i really do where you are coming from since i kinda do the same thing but we just need it to be toned down a little bit because everyone is going through shit and no matter how small you may think your comment is they may take is 100% serious and get hurt by the words you speakpunches may cause wounds that last a week but words cause wounds that last a life time -gheesus |
stojan44 |
Date sent: 2016/05/06 04:25:39
Thanks for the comments guys. Gheesus,serbia is a country that i live in. |
