| Author | Message |
|---|---|
 sonic |
Date sent: 2016/01/23 13:48:55
So, I am aware most of you have no clue who oi am, and those who do don't care. But I am saying (typing?) This anyway.So, I am going to be inactive. All of a sudden, my life got worse and worse. And there I was, thinking I had reached the lowest a few months ago. So, I don't have motivation to do anything, and only get up in the morning to avoid MORE stress. My depression is constantly getting worse, and find myself contemplating suicide almost every single day. So long, Sonic Xerox |
 Chip_Bruh |
Date sent: 2016/01/23 14:39:18
Please don't attention seek. I don't post crap like this on the forum even though I'm depressed. |
sonic |
Date sent: 2016/01/23 15:10:34
So, chip, I feel like you're missing the point. I am not attention seeking, I was simply telling anyone who cared why I am going to be inactive. |
sonic |
Date sent: 2016/01/23 15:27:04
So, I don't see this as "crap". |
Chip_Bruh |
Date sent: 2016/01/23 17:50:02
You said and worded the following quote with obvious intentions of wanting people to worry about you."My depression is constantly getting worse, and find myself contemplating suicide almost every single day. So long, Sonic Xerox" People that are depressed do not fucking admit that they are suicidal, if you're depressed you generally tend not to tell people how you feel, and if you ever do, you certainly don't fucking say you want to kill yourself every day. P.s."So, I am aware most of you have no clue who oi am, and those who do don't care." saying that was an extremely obvious ploy for you wanting people to tell you that they do notice you and care about you. |
 Penquinator |
Date sent: 2016/01/23 18:26:02
Actually chip some people do it to help them |
sonic |
Date sent: 2016/01/23 18:29:23
Thank you penq.Oh, and chip, if people don't talk about their depression, then why did you? But, of you are, I hope you get better. |
Chip_Bruh |
Date sent: 2016/01/23 18:49:57
By all means talk about your depression, just not here, and not so graphic...Penq was it not you that was the main leader that was against wowman's gay pride event, because it was too serious for a minecraft server? Was your main reason the very fact that this is a place to relax and have fun? I'm simply doing what you did, except applying it on a different matter. Sonic, I haven't publicly outspoken my depression as I actually see it as attention seeking on my behalf, I'd rather talk to a professional than tell a server full of children that likely would not understand and are too immature to take depression seriously. The way you just talked about your depression is quite frankly just upsetting, and I find it slightly unbelievable that if you were depressed that you'd be so graphic about it, I hate even admitting that I'm depressed, let alone telling people if I was suicidal or not. I said "I don't post crap like this on the forum even though I'm depressed." to show you that i understand exactly what depression is, and that I certainly would never post a forum topic like this; I view it as just something that depressed people just don't do unless they are attention seeking. |
Penquinator |
Date sent: 2016/01/23 19:39:21
Attention seeking is only really wrong when there IS nothing wrong, people have their own ways of dealing with the situation, I made a post like sonic has and to be quite honest I regret doing it, it was stupid in my opinion because it doesn't help me at all. However if these types of posts are going to help our community to be 'happy' then so be it. Also about your point with the pride thing, I personally think the server and forums are very different. Where as the forums can be avoided, the server can't. ( If you want to play ) Just my opinion, |
Chip_Bruh |
Date sent: 2016/01/23 20:21:35
This post didn't make me happy, it upset me. Maybe it made sonic feel better but in the process it hurt other people. I don't consider it making the community 'happy' if only the topic creator felt better after it, whilst it upset the reader. |
sonic |
Date sent: 2016/01/23 21:02:55
Wait...Chip, you're saying I shouldn't be so graphic and my way of telling people I'm going to be offline is inappropriate, yet you can Lie about it? |
sonic |
Date sent: 2016/01/23 21:05:18
Also, I do realise this post is inappropriate, and I am deeply sorry. |
 Alyse_The_Thief |
Date sent: 2016/01/23 22:35:39
So, its bad to say you're depressed and you're suicidal at times? |
Chip_Bruh |
Date sent: 2016/01/23 22:53:10
Yes alyse, it is bad to say it here. Kids play here and I'm pretty sure their minds dont need being informed about the deepest side of life where people wake up feeling sad and depressed, in belief that their only way to end their pain is to end their life.And sorry sonic what am I lieing about? |
Chip_Bruh |
Date sent: 2016/01/23 23:00:01
I'm pretty sure I have the right to come to somewhere I enjoy being, without being saddened almost immediately.This is one of the few places that I manage to escape reality and have fun with the community, I don't enjoy being reminded of the dark realities of life... |
 Pepperpot9 |
Date sent: 2016/01/24 00:10:59
Well this turned into a full out argument. Enjoy your time off Sonic! Bye, stay strong :3 -Pepper |
sonic |
Date sent: 2016/01/24 10:13:32
Chip, ypu clearly said "even though I'm depressed" and then said you weren't. If that isn't lying, then what is?Oh, and thank you pepper. |
Chip_Bruh |
Date sent: 2016/01/24 12:36:09
At no point did I say that I'm not depressed... I said that I do not proclaim my depression (to a large number of people) as I find it attention seeking. |
 Blood_N_Bones |
Date sent: 2016/01/26 11:28:29
o for fuck sake, chip had a point, he didn't need to share with us that he was suicidal, he expected a lot of attention, as he's still active. |
sonic |
Date sent: 2016/01/27 18:47:25
I am still active as, because of what Chip said, I realised that being on mushroom/webbcraft made me feel happy(ish).So long, Sonic. |
