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Alyse_The_Thief
Date sent: 2015/12/11 22:25:50
Who is to say we need to live when most are stuck in a state of oppression and depression. You cant. It bounds you down, as if you in an mental hospital strapped down to the bed. You are bound, stuck. Stuck in the chains you call depression. Whilst other people push oppression apon you. You are stuck, but in this state does it matter? "Your better off dead" you tell yourself. You let yourself stay bound, or are you? You not you convince yourself, but wait? Is that right either? The doctors give you medicine, and try to say it's all in your head, but is it? It is you yet again convince yourself. At this point are you honestly able to make a single decision you want to choose? No, because if it were that way you would be gone wouldn't you? Yes, this you can surely convince yourself this. This is correct. You look at the simple chains that keep you bound, at this point the doctors and other are bounding you down. Or are they? Could their help be help? Surely not you say. You are breaking slowly, but surely. You have yourself in a mental hospital. You think you know how to fix that. So you try. Your sitting there now. Crying and remembering, hopefully this will finally free you. You lay down in the bath, free from people and the medicine. You brought the knife with you. You forget for a moment your mission. Then you remember what you were to do. You slowly bring the knife to your skin, gently pressing down and sliding. You begin to press harder and harder. You steady start filling the bath with your blood. You sit there unafraid and ready to be freed. By a day your family comes to check on you, but at this point they missed you. Your gone and finally free, or are you? You caused are chain... people around you fall bound with the chains of depression and stuck, like you once were. You caused oppression. . . You caused a chain, but hell your already dead. You don't care, your dead and free. Free from the boundaries set.
~Alyse

Ignore the grammar, I originally wrote this on my phone.
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JasonSchonko
Date sent: 2015/12/12 10:24:06
Well, you are alive for a purpose. Everyone has a purpose to live. Get out of that hole, and find your purpose.
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Wowman2002
Date sent: 2015/12/12 10:33:18
What?
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Wowman2002
Date sent: 2015/12/12 10:33:54
This is fucking disgraceful, we come on here to play not read depressing stories about self harm?
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Chip_Bruh
Date sent: 2015/12/12 11:38:37
You are disgraceful wowman, we come here to play not listen to ungrateful, immature children. :)
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Wowman2002
Date sent: 2015/12/12 11:53:52
How so? I've suffered with all of this and quite frankly don't want to come on to Minecraft & relive the moments, I come here to play, not to listen to depressing stories and something I can really relate to when I don't want to, one thing you wont call me is ungrateful, because you don't know me, you do not know me so you cannot call me ungrateful, because I am the most grateful person you'll ever meet if you met me. I'm a volunteer at "Cruz Roja", red cross, and I work directly with children living in complete poverty, I become friends with them, I give them food, I help them get up when they're down, I volunteered at "El centro de dia", an old-peoples home, but not a regular one, an old-peoples home for old people with major disabilities which makes their life practically impossible, so don't call ME ungrateful when I know exactly how lucky I am to have what I've got, how do I know? Because I've seen how shit this world is, I've self-harmed a couple of times, nothing major, I've seen people slit their arms wide open & become majorly suicidal, don't call me ungrateful, Chip.
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Chip_Bruh
Date sent: 2015/12/12 14:28:17
It appears you don't know what ungrateful means. What you just did was prove you aren't self-centered.
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Wowman2002
Date sent: 2015/12/12 14:36:24
Ungrateful= Not fucking grateful- What isn't there to understand lol? I aint ungrateful, so get out of here.
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stojan44
Date sent: 2015/12/12 15:59:01
Wowman if you have nothing smart and/or helpful to say, Get the fuck out. I swear to god i feel like bitchslapping you so hard...
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Wowman2002
Date sent: 2015/12/12 16:01:15
Like you ever have something smart or helpful to say xDDD
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stojan44
Date sent: 2015/12/12 16:02:23
yeah. But atleast im not a jerkoff and a whiner like you.
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armzngunz
Date sent: 2015/12/12 16:15:15
Nobody here cares what you say stojan. You're banned and will never ever come back on, especially when you act like a dick on the forums.
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Wowman2002
Date sent: 2015/12/12 16:50:58
<3 armzz
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Mumfie
Date sent: 2015/12/12 18:28:46
Hey Stojan, here's the league forums for you to post on:
http://forums.euw.leagueoflegends.com/board/
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stojan44
Date sent: 2015/12/12 21:30:04
IM not a lol player. Fucktard. Armz Im a dick because of you (most of the staff whores)
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Alyse_The_Thief
Date sent: 2015/12/12 22:55:47
Wowman, This isn't the damn game. You don't come here to play, you come here to bitch and complain. so shut the hell up. Please and thank you!
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Pepperpot9
Date sent: 2015/12/13 00:29:17
Why are we complaining? This is the general section lads and ladies
Let's just hug it out?

—Pepper—
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Mumfie
Date sent: 2015/12/13 06:44:38
Hey Stojan, don't be so angry, I've told you to share your anger issues with people that have anger issues aswell. I highly recommend heading over to the league forums, perhaps download the game aswell.

No problem, I hope you get your issues resolved Stojan.

Love - Mumfie
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stojan44
Date sent: 2015/12/13 07:25:17
BTFO fag. I also highly recommend suicide.
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Wowman2002
Date sent: 2015/12/13 13:34:48
"Wowman, This isn't the damn game." Darling, I'll have you know this is a videogame & I come here to play, not to get depressed or listen to depressed people.


Stojan's a little cranky today, that's what happens with a lot of league of legends players, they get obsessed, play for hours/days on end and become depressed when they stop playing. I bet he's pissing in bottles and living off redbull.
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armzngunz
Date sent: 2015/12/13 16:42:39
No Stojan, a dick isn't something you've gradually become, its something you've always been, since day 1.

Thats the main reason you're banned, because you couldn't treat people properly and follow the rules. Everyone are supposed to have a great time on here, and if your fun ruins other peoples fun, it is better removing you than letting you stay destroying other peoples fun. If you can only have fun by swearing, making sexual jokes and generally making people feel bad and uncomfortable, you must expect to be removed.

The server doesn't revolve around you, nobody cares when you cry about being banned.
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Alyse_The_Thief
Date sent: 2015/12/13 17:16:19
Wowman, this is a website of a game. Not the game. You don't have to come here!
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Chip_Bruh
Date sent: 2015/12/13 18:24:58
wowman. read what you just said lmfao... this is NOT a game, this is a forum.
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Larus12345
Date sent: 2015/12/13 19:09:41
Wowman, if you don't have anything nice to say gtfo. You don't have to post on every post on the forums, i don't come on the forums to read your stupid update posts but i don't comment on them being stupid.
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miketikel7
Date sent: 2015/12/13 23:35:50
Wowman, if you dont want to read this, then dont XD its as simple as that. And your not too ungrateful, Abdullah is :P, probs spelled his name wrong.
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llamasgobing
Date sent: 2015/12/13 23:53:58
Wowman, Calm the hell down you don't have to read this if you don't want to, but other people are interested and they have a right to be. The server doesn't revolve around you, If you guys don't like it don't look at it, simple as that. Don't tell people to kill themselves and being rude to people who are depressed is the worst thing you can do because it'll make people who are depressed feel so much worse about themselves oh wait you guys don't care because you're so fucking self absorbed. think about how others feel for once before you say something. shit. ~Clock xx
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DCThanatos
Date sent: 2015/12/14 00:28:11
Uhm Clock, you might wanna be more specific/ get your facts straight when you said: "Don't tell people to kill themselves and being rude to people who are depressed is the worst thing you can do because it'll make people who are depressed feel so much worse about themselves oh wait you guys don't care because you're so fucking self absorbed. think about how others feel for once before you say something. shit.". Because Wowman never said anything about someone killing themselves clock, I think you were reading to fast, Stojan told Armz or Mumfie to do suicide, if not Alyse

-DC

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